I get it man, I really do.
Like I said in the other thread, I appear to be at very high risk of this thing, having both a significant lung disease, and an immunodeficiency. When I was 20 years old, my body just up and stopped producing it's own antibodies. 2-3 years of constant pneumonia, surgeries, biopsies and tests before they figured out what was going on. At one point I weighed 112 pounds and had one foot in the grave, another on a banana peel. I need to do everything possible to avoid getting this thing.
At the same time, as a private sector civil drafter, my job is directly tied to construction. Luckily my work is easily done from home, but how long that work will keep coming in is anyone's guess. I turned down an offer in the public sector this winter, and I'm wondering now if that was a mistake.
My wife works in the finances of a medical center. She's incredibly healthy, but the chances of her getting it and passing it on to me are high. Luckily she had some PTO built up, so she's home with me now, but in a couple weeks we're going to have a tough decision to make on what she's going to have to do. We can live on my salary now, but if she stops working and my work slows down, we're screwed.
Another huge concern of mine is continuing to get my antibody replacement therapy. Once a week we have to stick needles in to me and pump in antibodies donated from thousands of other humans. Without this therapy, I have no antibodies and am right back where I was when I was 20. Luckily, most all plasma donations are domestic, but if our medical system is overburdened it seems very possible that supply of this could dry up. Also, because of my immunodeficiency, I do not respond to vaccines. So even if they do get a vaccine for this thing, it won't help me directly, but will help me if the majority of the population choose to get it.
Anyway, that's what's on my plate.