Tony and I said our thank you's and good-bye's to Greg and drove over to Lander. When you see that it's part of the Wind River Range, it's VERY apparent how it got it's name! Wow. We were able to check in early, and went to do some looking. Tony's Burb did very well but the trails we were on were barely able to be called a trail, and it was pretty sketchy between wet areas and bad rocks. Despite my poor map reading skills and the nasty going, we managed to get to a place and suddenly find elk! Down below in a snow-filled bowl was a small herd of elk with a bull pushing them through! This was a first for me to see in person and it's something that I won't forget. You folks that do it all the time are used to it, but this Illinois farmboy was impressed. There was a road beyond them that we could get to, and off we went. I'll admit, I pretty much lost my mind in the excitement and forgot everything I knew, stumbled around getting set, and became damn near useless! Up the hill we go. It was up, snow covered amongst the sage, and the more we got away from the road the more the wind hit us.
This is where it became very bad for me. We got through an opening in some rocks to get up top and this was a funnel for the wind. I was gassed and gasping for air not taking any rest to get there. We had lost the elk in the meantime. Even they were smart enough to get out of the wind. It was horrible, and one hard gust made me lose my balance. I was weak enough that I lost my footing in the snow and went down. I just said eff it and sat down to catch my breath. I knew it was wrong, and Tony was telling me to get up, but I couldn't. I heard the stories about people getting tired and sitting down and falling asleep and dying from exposure. This was a VERY bad place, I had to get enough air to get moving. I managed to get back up and we started back down, into the wind. Of course! Tony even took my rifle to help out, and kept pushing and encouraging me to keep going. When we got to the hole in the rocks there were some steps built in to use and the wind was so strong there it pretty much was pushing me back uphill where I almost had to jump to get down a step. Not great when you're gassed and thinking if this was the spot where my knee went out from an impact or not. We finally made it down to the road and safety. Once we started driving I had a cough start. It cleared up after a while but just added to the situation. It was VERY clear to both of us that I wasn't physically able to continue after that.
There. I said it. I had a problem and tried to ignore it and it almost turned out VERY badly. I had put Tony in a bad spot seeing it happen and he deserved more out of me for all of the effort he put into this hunt. He had his antelope tag remaining and I said he needed to go do that and get home to his family. We headed back into town, stopping at a very scenic place where the stream goes underground and pops back out down farther. Pictures were taken and I think we both kind of relaxed at that point and enjoyed being where we were. He washed the mud off the Burb and we changed clothes and got a bite to eat.
The next morning we shook hands and I thanked him for what he had done for this trip and especially for making sure I got off the slope the day before. He's a terrific guy, very giving and helpful to others, and has helped Lori and me out in the past. I don't deserve his friendship.
From there it was set the cruise at 80 and motor for home. Unloaded the truck and went down to hug my granddaughter. Her smile perked me right back up! I got a good night of sleep and am still tired! Now it's going to be relax for a bit and get back to normal. I have a doctor appointment made and maybe they'll have an earlier opening to get me in sooner. I'll be sure to update what happens there because I know lots of you are worried. Yeah, at this point, so am I.
Alright! Time for the necessary Thank You's!
The most important one first.
@Addicting You got this whole thing going right after Lori passed away and led the charge to make it happen. I truly can't thank you enough. You may or may not agree, but I feel like I let you down with my effort and lack of understanding my situations. You deserved more out of me. I'm glad you found an antelope and could get back home to your family. You were away for a very long time.
@bowhuntmontana Tim was gracious enough to share his points with me so I could do this. I know what building up points means and this offer meant the world to me for him to be so unselfish and willing to help out others. He's a great guy and I wish him all the best in the future. If you're ever passing through here, look me up!
@Wildabeest Greg, it was a pleasure to meet you and share your place for the time we were there! We were comfortable to say the very least! I missed out on having your lasagna, but in the long run my belly is probably better off!

Thank you, sir! Give Wasatch a good scratching for me.
@Big Fin Randy sent me a VERY nice care package of Sitka gear to outfit me for the hunt. Man, I was decked out from head to toe! Comfy, quality stuff that made getting around easier than the stuff I had for hunting here in Illinois. Thank you for that, and all you have done helping out my wife and I when it mattered.
And to all of the Hunttalk crew here. You all came together with support, well wishes, and financial donations to help out with this trip. I don't know what to say. I'm the kind of guy that doesn't like asking ANYONE for help, and this was truly humbling how you were more than willing to help out someone you had never met. I also feel like I let you folks down with my efforts or lack of, and my putting off my health issues made things worse. You were right. I should heave gotten checked out. Maybe it would have changed things. I don't know. But a big thank you to all of you from the bottom of my heart! I may not have meat in the freezer, but I have the experience and memories of the trip to last forever. I'll say it again. Seeing that herd in the bowl is a high point in my hunting experiences. I get why so many do it.
I better stop here. Getting emotional, and that's also something new for me since Lori passed. I struggled trying to decide just what I said here, and I just decided to be honest and tell the whole story. You needed to hear it. I'm embarrassed that I put things off and it affected me like it did. That was not good on my part.
In short, I hunted elk but I am NOT an elk hunter. I kill whitetails and have been pretty good at doing that. This however is a whole different deal! The knowledge and conditioning required is off the charts to me. My hat's off to all of you that do it year after year.
This also leads me to one last item. I have already received multiple messages as well as some posts about continuing to make a hunt happen. As much as I appreciate it, I'm going to have to RESPECTFULLY decline. One, I have no business putting myself in the mountains like that, and do NOT wish to put anyone else through what Tony witnessed. Know when to say when. Two, even if they find something and fix me up where I feel like Superman, I had my fun. I have the memories and pictures. I have the people that I've met. You can't beat that with a stick! Next fall my granddaughter will be a year and a half. I'm happy just trying to earn my "World's Greatest Grampa" shirt!
So there it is. The whole unvarnished truth. Thank you for everything, and for following along on my journey. I wish I could shake all of your hands. The Hunttalk community has helped me as well as my wife when it mattered, and I owe you all.
Thank you!