Thank you all for the kind words of encouragement.
Really in retrospect, I don't think of this hunt as my greatest achievement as a hunter. It was certainly was my greatest personal hunting adventure and was many things that I can't begin to describe. It was humbling, not because I was ill prepared. I've done many hunts well into the backcountry, packing for days. I think that it would test any person in peak physical condition, almost certainly. Our bodies weren't made to thrive in that environment. I think the injury certainly threw me off my game plan with a sense of urgency to get it done and quickly. The injury felt like a scapegoat reason for things not happening. In the end it certainly wasn't my hunting prowess that got it done. I ended up with a blessing falling in my lap. Most certainly I kept pushing, its in my character, I'm tough and stubborn and never give up. I learned I'm not indestructible and still have to face the challenges that every aging person faces... I'm just a man, vulnerable like every other... I got discouraged because I couldn't do it like I would normally and patiently... I would say that I learned a lot about myself and maybe changed my outlook on life a bit... I definitely have a greater respect for that animal in particular, what they live in and what they live through...they're a lot tougher than I am...lol
There was a particular goat that I watched this summer, I named her "Stumpy". This nanny was missing the lower portion of one of her hind legs. She would hop through the cliffs up and down the mountain on 3 legs. As she would stop to feed she'd stick the stump down for balance, eat then continue hopping through the cliffs. Pretty amazing that she could live through this kind of injury. She is there living just like the rest of the goats high on the mountain, not content to live at the bottom because she's only got 3 good legs. I decided there was no way in good conscience I could hunt her after all she's been through...
Here's a little clip of the iconic goat..
https://www.facebook.com/kelly.fender.7/videos/10208961900638662/
You can see where I'm going with this one.... This is what I got from this hunt...Things don't always go as planned.. sometimes you just got to hop along and go with it and be who you are... if you're a mountain goat, you're a mountain goat, doesn't matter how many legs you've got or how many obstacles are in your way... I just needed to remember it wasn't my knee holding me back, it was my attitude towards the situation more than anything..

When I started my success hinged on getting a goat, and the in the end I was ready to quit. But just relax and breath, everything will unfold the way its supposed to, go about it your own way at your own pace, just be a 3 legged mountain goat...
I'm sure that everyone's goat hunts are a little different, I'm not here saying every goat hunt is some giant life revelation.... just the way mine went.
I look at all that transpired. I look at the huge sacrifices everyone around me made, the time my family gave to doing my thing, the conditioning, scouting trips etc. Months loosing sleep, excited to do this. The thousand of little things that happened, the hunt itself, the tragedy on the mountain. It is a memory I will look back on the rest of my life and smile... and be thankful for!
Hopefully my knee gets better, I have a few more good hunts this season... Maybe there will be a Coues deer version of this thread later this year...
