You make it seem from your posts that you have excuses why you can’t? Maybe I’m reading it wrong?
If so, don’t read my post as criticism but rather as encouragement to be willing to invest the time, energy and money it takes to be successful.
Looking back at how much I didn’t know it’s laughable. However, I always had a drive within to be present in the woods and get as close to any animal as possible. I suppose I absorbed a lot of understanding of how to do things without knowing what I was doing.
Somewhere between an interest to keep exploring until I found game and an agressive predatory instinct to figure out how to get a shot once I found game it seemed to click.
I actually kind of miss the wonder and excitement of having an encounter work out and realize that I had actually killed an animal in spite of my incompetence.