Jacob, I'm a big proponent of spending your money on what makes you happy, even if the dollars and cents don't always add up.
Having said that, have you figured up the long-term cost of ownership between a Rivian or similar and a gasoline truck? I mean, at $70k minimum for a Rivian, a lot more probably if you finance it, then the charging cost, compared to a $20k gas truck that gets 25 mpg? Not even considering the risk associated with buying a new, unproven product, the math just doesn't pencil out for me, especially when considering the limitations the battery only vehicles have.
Unless, of course, a Rivian is what you just really want, practicality aside. In that case buy the Rivian!