I'm not sure the status of the investigation and the evidence. That podcast was recorded almost three weeks ago.
Lydia and Alex wanted to make sure we only talked about what was known and made no claims or assumptions about what is not known. The goal was to make my audience aware of the bigger issue of how the color of a hunter's skin does influence what their cumulative lifetime experience will be in the public woods or as a hunter. To your point, you are correct in that they don't want to draw conclusions that it was "racism in hunting" and that this is an open question that the investigation will hopefully uncover.
I think your point that I bolded is a very important takeaway. No matter the motives of the shooting or the result of the investigation, it only cements the feeling that the woods/hunting are not a safe place for black people. And what does that do for the hunting community we hope to have?
I wish it was different. I have written on my whiteboard in my office, "Beware the false comforts of ignorance." When it comes to this topic, my life has allowed me to stay ignorant. Just a reality of where I have lived most of my life and how social circles get formed. Not anyone's fault, just a reality. So, I want to be less ignorant.
Anyone who has listened to other podcasts I've done about a black hunter who has become a friend, Arlando, and the experience he had while bear hunting in Montana, knows that it has become painfully obvious to me that people of color do not have the same outdoor experience that I can have. Rather than comfortably compartmentalize this as some isolated topic far removed from my mind, I'm actively seeking a better understanding of why a person of color would feel unsafe out hunting or on public lands.
When Arlando told me the following statement in October, I was dumbfounded. Arlando's grandmother told him, "Why do you go hunting? Sometimes black people never came back from a hunt." The more I explore the issue, the more I come to understand that these are not isolated instances my mind would like think they are and that Arlando's grandmother's concerns are based on her real life experiences.
@fleabagmatt mentioned, geographically and socially, I'll likely never be witness to something like that and because of my white male reality, I'll likely never be subjected to that. I've been afforded the luxury of not having to think about it. So, I have to go out and explore the topic to be exposed to it.
The more I explore, the more I find it a common experience among people of color, whether black, indigenous, Asian, Hispanic/Latino, or other. I did a sport show last week in Seattle. Every day of that show I had at least one person of color, some days multiple, come to me and thank me for discussing the topic. They all have their own similar stories, but they don't share them publicly. It is because of Arlando's experience, and the stories I get via email and personal interaction, that I've not shied away from the topic. That comes with risks, so I tread carefully, knowing my life experience could easily cause me to say something stupid, not out of malice or intent, but rather out of ignorance. That is a risk worth taking.
Thanks for listening. I surely don't have it figured out. I have said many times, that I feel I was given the biggest head start in life by being born a white male in America. I've always felt that way. I don't feel guilty about it. Nothing I can do about that. My life experiences have allowed me to be ignorant of what other life experiences are. Having the feeling that I've been blessed presses me to be less ignorant of how the outdoor opportunity was different for me than those with XX chromosome or those born with a different pigmentation.
Given how many hunters of color reach out to me when I do discuss these topics on our platforms, I am amazed at how many folks interested in hunting don't participate or do so with a lot of concern, all because of the color of their skin. I feel that in the small world, the hunting world, where most my time is spent, the overwhelming majority of hunters want the experience to be the same for everyone, regardless of color or background. We just don't get exposed to the events or notions of how different the reality can be. I would bet almost everyone on Hunt Talk wants a hunting community where every hunter from every background feels welcome and safe. I hope that by discussing the topics and using my learning journey as an example, we might help toward that end.