OK Jackson. First off congratulations on getting your first deer. You never forget your first. Second, I like everyone else am totally confused. When you say you are skittish of meat, does that include the venison you just acquired? If so, it may be that you are a bit squeamish from seeing a skinned out large animal for the first time. I know people who have suffered from this. It will pass or you will quit hunting. If it does not include the venison, then maybe you are just realizing that store bought just meat isn't all that good. When you refer to your wife having some condition that prevents her from eating meat, we all wonder what that condition is and why does it make you skittish about meat. You're not pregnant. Third, what is with your writing style? Your first post was alright, except a little incomplete maybe, but when I read your second post, I thought you must be drinking a lot of wine with at chicken and rice. Then with subsequent posts I was wondering if English is not your first language, and you are using some kind of translation software that just isn't very good.
Please help us understand.