ok to explain what she's trying to say,and I will do ythe best i can for all of you, "Y'all can have my option. I call it suicide since I was called for jury duty and had reasons i couldn't go such as: I don't drive, I hope they just give up. Thay may have because I grew some balls and told them I was prejduice ( though she isnt). I call it suicide because most of the time the criminal gets out, finds out who some on the jury were, and tries to find them. I don't want to put my hubby nor myself through that. And sometimes the person is innocent and gets convicted by accident. So if they want me, they're gonna have to drag me in!" I hope this helps those who have a hard time reading her posts.