If it was me, I'd book a hunt and go to Kodiak. Odds are you'll be too old and worn out before you ever draw a tag, if you draw one. You can also hunt deer as well. Start making connections and figure out logistics, get on cancelation lists. You can do it for $10k all in. A goat tag if you ever draw will cost to $2-3k, plus how many years of points and applying in all the states you can (which isn't many), for a handful of tags just to increase your odds. I think there is maybe 60-80 NR goat tags available in the L48, if that. You'll be eating $1000-1500/yr+/- for "points" and application fees, etc if you are serious about drawing. There are 10,000+ people ahead of you with points all chasing that one dream hunt. Odds are way stacked against you
No shame in a guided hunt.