What happened today doesnt matter, tomorrow is another day.
Against my better judgement, I put Roach up over a covey of huns this morning. My young dog locked up on the covey out in the middle of stubble, a good ways from any cover. As I stood there looking at her beautiful point - the same shes been showing me nearly every morning the past couple weeks, bird numbers seem good this year - in what is the best hun setup possible, I decided to go for it. Roach's weight was low, lower than I planned for this morning, so I knew he was going to be hungry. I had hope he would fly well and his hunger would motivate him to take a shot even though he has yet to see gamebirds.
I unhood Roach and put him up. He mounted well, though I could tell his gas tank was low - not unexpected as his weight was lower than I anticipated this morning. He only made it to 200 feet or so, plenty high enough to kill huns in this sort of setup. I made in and had a clean flush as he was overhead, slightly up wind. The huns headed downwind towards the nearest cover, as expected. Roach shadowed them, focused on the first few that went, above the covey, not deciding to stoop until they were almost to cover where he had no chance as they put in. Not unexpected and not entirely bad, but far from what I hoped for. Were he a couple weeks further in training, I have the feeling one of the huns would have died. The young still arent fully grown and/or arent flying well yet - I think, due to the extremely wet and cool spring, either the hatch was late this year or the first clutch failed and these are second clutch birds.
The worst of todays flight wasnt the failure to fly the huns. Roach came flying back, but rather than remounting he landed in the stubble near me. I know his tank was pretty empty at this point, but any sort of reward for landing - lure, pigeons, food - is a huge mistake. I walked off hoping he would take off and start climbing so I could pull the lure, not caring how high he got just that he was pumping his wings, but he took off toward me landing at my feet again. I picked him up and cast him off the fist again - this time he decided to do a short circle round me before landing on my boot. I picked him up, hooded him, then took him home with no food - hopefully a good lesson that not flying means not eating. I just fed him on the fist at home, of course, since he cant go without and his weight definitely needs to come back up a bit, but he cant put 2-and-2 together so the lesson in the field is, usually, a good one - dont fly, dont get to stoop the lure (good fun!), dont get to chase something (better fun!), dont get to kill something (best fun!).
There is so much that can go 'wrong', most of it not in my control, when the falcon leaves the fist. I dont mean the catastrophic kind of wrong of the original post, but, more often than not, things dont go 'right', at least not exactly as planned. It can be difficult to not dwell on what happened today, to not wish for a do over or obsess on what could have been done differently - tomorrow is another day and there is always hope for tomorrow's flight being the best yet.