Feeling very blessed this morning to be nearly 48 hours with no major heart problems. I am starting to think that the heart problems were stress-induced. The situation began a couple of months ago when numerous people I know well are in settings where they are not only at extremely high risk of contracting COVID, but are very medically vulnerable as well. It’s like a ax hanging that can fall at any time, and when/if it does it will be hard to witness. Then 8 weeks ago the Derecho damaged my home and it’s been many headaches, a time vacuum, the stress of repair projects not going as planned and having to miss a lot of scouting and hunting. Two weeks ago 2 coworkers I work closely with were fired, and a 3rd was allowed to stay but with major restrictions. I did nothing wrong personally, but it’s a little unsettling to see all the carnage close by.
I talked with my mom and my wife on the phone yesterday on the drive to WY and I think it’s no coincidence I’m feeling well after a day of waterfowl hunting and an upcoming week of antelope and elk hunting, and I can forget about work and home repairs for a minute. Experiencing beautiful public land, and hunting are my best medicine (I’ll still see the cardiologist next week).
I was up to 12:30 last night and up at 4 today. I’m worse than a kid before Christmas morning. Had my first taste of antelope last night and I love it - sweet, mild, tender, light, and sagey. Fried steaks crispy and bloody in the middle.
I can’t believe I have all day to go chase antelope bucks. I’m on cloud 9.