You've already taken the first step in admitting you have a problem. Not just to yourself, but publicly. Keep reaching out and talking to us and anyone else that you know for help and support. I got a lot here in the past and I'm sure you will have a lot of people in your corner willing to help...
Since all the rules have been broken anyway, I've come down to this one as my favorite. Seeing it done live had a LOT to do with it. Ozzy just had so much fun and his crowd interaction was great. Real hard to decide between this and "Snowblind" but I'll go with this.