Wow Dave, like others have said, this was not the message I was expecting to hear. Hang in there. You truly are a caring example of dedication to anyone with a family. Prayers up for you and your family. Hang in there.
I will second their poultry mix. Use it on chicken all the time. Just did a full chicken on the pellet grill the other day. Ate on it for a couple days! I’m already planning my next one!
Their pork one is good but I haven’t found anything on pork I just love yet.
They were called the Standard Canle Cutter bought from Wildlife Control Supplies. Seems they have been discontinued most everywhere as I checked a few other trapping supply retailers.
Between the Barnes TTSX and the Etips I’ve used I’ve been very pleased with on game performance with both bullets. I’m not afraid of any of them, within their velocity parameters.